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Friday, October 05, 2007

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:51:27 GMT

..i'll be there in a heartbeat.

never a dull moment =)

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:50:02 GMT

Standard pick-up lines that seems to wreck your bones
Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?
Chasing down a never ending make-believe
But you’re a perfect match of consistency
Will you come back in a heartbeat?
Don’t be confused of what a great thing we could be
We’ll take a walk on the same street
Can you tell me how Boston is like without me?
You’re image is stamped beneath the insides of my heart
Now you’re gone I don’t know where to start
The evidence is showing like a stable apprehension
But you’re the only one who’s apt for this affection

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:20:19 GMT

The Space Between -Dave Matthews Band

You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love

The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing

~~We're strange allies~~
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The Space Between
The bullets in our ~~firefight~~
Is where ~~I'll be hiding, waiting for you~~
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into...
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here

The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
~~Is the space we'll fill with time~~
The Space Between...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29 May 2007 10:57:38 GMT

people spread rumors in two seconds flat

she did this and he did that

well, i don't give a shit..

now go spread that.

what a strange girl

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 04:59:37 GMT

what am i scared of? what?

i know of a saying that goes, "there is a rainbow after every storm."
well, i guess its true. for most people it is.. so, maybe its also true the other way around. like, after every rainbow.. soon there'll be a storm. in siompler terms, for every happiness you feel there will be sadness and vice versa. the past few days i was happy. now, i'm just bummed. i know happiness is a choice.. but heck.. aaargh. how can i say i believe God when i'm scared of a LOT of things.

i need my guitar.

pick of the week

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 03:29:12 GMT

HERE WITH ME -Dido

I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing,
It might change my memory

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won´t leave, and I can´t hide,
I cannot be, until you´resting here with me.

I don't want to call my friends,
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep,
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

which?

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 04:37:08 GMT

one of my closest friends, asked me this the other day --

which would you choose to be?

perfectly imperfect? or imperfectly perfect?

think about it.

friendship

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 04:34:48 GMT

friends. that's what we are now and things have been going so well for us. are we headed for a quick crash? or a long journey together as friends? but.. no need to worry. the present and all the things that come with it is what matters most.

am i happy? yeah. i am.
am i troubled? yeah. i am.
am i scared? yeah. i am.
is it all worth it? definitely.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:27:32 GMT

i jocked this quote from andy's blog

"Love is indeed a word worn out of use...
What most of us think, admit it or not,
is that whenever we feel that "kilig" factor,
we love the person already...
and that, is the major reason why most of us fail the relationship
we've made with the person we "love"...
we should not rely solely by sparks and magical feelings
cause loving someone isnt always about fairytales and fantasies..
its about truth and reality.."

true true.. :sigh:

interview

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 14:16:23 GMT

the US embassy will be scheduling me for interview within a couple of weeks.. sigh. i can't believe i'm actually leaving. during my lats term in school i was actually detaching myself again. from people, from sitchs, from everything. until such time that i just got tired of it. anyway, my roomie from fontana, jen, asked me something.. what would i choose.. be perfectly imperfect or imperfectly perfect? hahahaha i said, imperfectly perfect because if you choose the other, its like dwelling on too much self-pity.

whew. off to bed.